Myaliaslife★

poor lo

2012-02-11T21:25:00.000-08:00

One day, a rich dad took his son on a trip. Wanted to show him how poor someone can be. They spent time on the farm of a poor family. On the way home, dad asked, "Did you see how poor they are? What did you learn?".
Son said, "We have one dog, they have four, we have pool, they have rivers, we have lanterns at night, they have stars, we buy foods, they grow theirs, we have walls to protect us, they have friends, we have encyclopedias, they have Bible." Then they headed, "Thanks dad for showing me how poor we are."

~~~ its been really a long time since i've blogged. LOL what was i doing all this while?! XDDD here's a passage that i've read many many years back, and it was shared on fb lately, reminding of the days where i always have to read my dad's email about all this philosophy's of life =.= yeap. its like attending lecture through mails. hahaha~ but really miss those days er.. lately keep seeing posts of appreciation, lack of time, ppl leaving..all this gave a knock on my head.

Am i appreciating life enough?

am i appreciating you enough?

am i appreciating myself enough?

oh dang.

really DAMN la!!!

2011-12-13T20:17:00.001-08:00

aaaaaaaarrrggghh beh tahan la!!! just because i din't join lunch with you guys then need say until like that. bad luck huh? lets see how to handle it if something unfortunate happen to me. gonna put the blame on me again? saying i'm the one who don't care?! its my own fault for not joining you guys for lunch? har?! har ?!

every little things also say... i make something for my friend also need to say. say i stupid for spending time doing something where my friends never did any for me. wth la?! ppl do what you know meh... i do what bothers you so much meh?! so jealous that i not only make it for you and going to make one for my friend?

just because when you're leaving and you saw me doing it. and you assume the reason i don't want to go lunch is because i want to stay home and prioritize the thing i'm doing? wth la?!!??! we really have communication problem. feng shui change of luck? i don't think so lo... more like pissing everyone off. DAMN

time flies

2011-12-06T04:08:00.000-08:00

huhuhu~ fyp finally submited yesterday. really rushed. days before submission i somemore dare to go out. really zhi ji na lai sui. fail then really my own fault le. but i really did try my best and do it. din't sleep much, stressing whether i can make it in time, get a slight fever, terrible headache and dang, period came =.= mom is the best, she fetch me to school even tho is terribly sick. haihz...been so busy, i din't even realise my bday is just around the corner. dad and mom keep asking me what i want to do. i never thought that this will one day become a stressful question =.=

time really flies so fast eh? another 1 more semester then that's the end of the university life journey. ah~ how i wish i could have more happy memories instead of the bad one's. or i'm taking the good memories for granted? XD should have appreciated it more than ever.. aah~~ so sienz ah~ so lazy to move my butt. fetched sis to monorail station and mom to see doctor. dashed red light, totally useless =.= din't concentrate and just dashed =A= but really scare me to hell and i break in the middle of no where. side parking afterwards, alone! totally fail la.. 10 mins to park? siao =.=

i guess today is not my day eh? so sienz.. so sienz... maybe tomorrow i should go out san san xin, buy some things, and be grateful i have such a great family and friends.. yea i guess that's the best i can do. LOL who am i kidding man. i'm yi mo-ing lo~ XDDDDD

dragged down

2011-12-02T20:56:00.000-08:00

marks dragged down,

feeling dragged down,

motivation dragged down,

creativity dragged down,

time dragged down,

me. dragged down.

omegle OHMYGAWD

2011-11-28T18:27:00.000-08:00

LOL LOL LOL LOOOOOOLLL!!!!

hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha

OOOOHHMMYYGAWD~~ XDDDDDDD

assignment stress dao crazy d

relief XD

2011-11-23T17:13:00.000-08:00

finally demonstrative speech is over. and this time she FINALLY comment something about me. although the comments are about my weaknesses, but there is still a lil praise ^^ but i'm really glad its over!! almost made a mistake while presenting.. hahaha.. thanks to penny ler T.T her support really calm me a lot. XD

went dinner at a vietnamese restaurant to eat. wow~ something different. some kind of dry piece of popiah.. then dip into hot water one round and place it on the plate, and thats popiah! XD kindna expensive la.. but not bad, its really delicious, especially when added on the xo chili~ *love* XDDD

super stress last night, cuz i lost a purse that has 3 IC in it =A= shit mou? remember bringing it to the beach(which was 3 weeks ago) and realise that my IC is not with me when i need it a few days back. search all over the house, all closet, cupboard, boxes, trash; can't find it. really emo lo. search for few hours, finally i give up, going to take my bath. out of the blue, youngest sis came out of the room with the purse. OMG~ i burst into smiles (sound so wrong) hahaha but i was really happy :DDD it was hidden in a plastic bag in my sisters hideout place. lol..

what a RELIEF XDDD

RAWR!!!

2011-11-17T21:25:00.000-08:00

said

2011-11-17T20:40:00.000-08:00

“watch what you say”

yea... i always said too much, said things i’m not suppose to say, say things that offends.

so yea, i’m so not talking anymore.

especially you, so not gonna talk to you like a friend anymore.

better return back to the distant mom.

haha more

2011-11-13T23:26:00.000-08:00

5 Starz XDDD oh well, 11.11.11 , din't do anything for the family... aiks... but as long we're all together, i guess everyday will be a special day :DDD

ohyeah~~ cousin from ipoh get married XDDD lovely, the groom has a twin, the twin is more handsome tho LOL. wish them happy happy always la

nice sky right? sometimes life isn't bright blue, it gets really blue. when you have those blue moods, always remember to SMAILE~ :)

oh.... i feel like getting married yesterday XDDD trying to run away from assignment pula.

visited my grandpa's aunt yesterday, 92 years old. she have a good memory lo! I wish that everyone is healthy and happy. eventho they are not, hope someone will help them in any ways. to be one happy-go-lucky kiddo XDDD

this is CAP. HANDSOME right?! i think i really fall for guys with this hair cut, just like song sam dong LOL

wee~

2011-11-09T03:47:00.000-08:00

Walked towards the sunset;

Shine upon the moon from behind.

Babe, I'm glad I'm blessed :D

you guys made me unconsciously happy just by talking to you guys XDDD

Plain, i want

2011-11-07T05:56:00.000-08:00

Xin is away today. Staying at her friends house doing assignment. even tho far apart, both of us are having the same feeling - STRESS. LOL!!! never ending assignments =A=

Been stuck in between my siblings and alex. I wanted to trust alex that he is telling the truth. but all evidence pointing at him is making him guilty. =A= boy, i trust you k. but now, i don't know la =A=

Plain, i want. XDDD yesterday i wore a light green top with a white pants. -PLAIN. I feel, relax, really relax. its like the world is less complicated. lol!!! simplicity, sometimes i love you. but i will always be loyal to my bed LOL

do assignment until siao adi =A= submission tomorrow.. now still doing research.. yeap, doomed!

PS

2011-11-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

P/S: I AM FREAKING NERVOUS

of tomorrow's impromptu speech

一公尺

2011-10-30T21:54:00.000-07:00

你在一公尺不到的面前手拚命揮還是往下墜

眼神那麼絕凍結一切不讓我挽回

我在一公尺之外的世界一輩子回不了的原點

我這才發現你離我有多麼遠

Mua Shoe~ XD

2011-10-24T18:37:00.000-07:00

can't stand it

2011-10-20T07:28:00.000-07:00

this weird feeling is killing me. its like a day is separate into 2; day and night, happy and sad.OMG!!! can't bare this anymore... happy in the morning and when the sky turns dark i start to emo? thinking of unnecessary things, making myself feel so miserable, unconsciously crying, want to isolate from the world. whats wrong.. what is wrong... what is damn wrong about me....shit

lazer war | gd

2011-10-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

I have to say, this is surely something new to all of who played it XDDD

starting tot: aiyar.. 10 mins nia... not enough to warm up pun

ending: waliao... run and hide until so qi gek XDDD

sweat all over, i feel that i'm thinner~ LOL nah... top up later during dinner...

what a tiring and satisfied day...

I have to say, THIS IS FUN

thanks liying and serene for organizing this outing XD

you guys are awesome !

昨晚, 心情糟透了

2011-10-12T05:01:00.000-07:00

old school love

2011-10-07T21:04:00.000-07:00

arghh~~~ today is westlife’s concert and I totally regret for not going T.T

we had a westlife karaoke cd , and we played song by song. singing it in darkness on a tv screen. don’t know why I just can’t stop crying =A= thinking back of old days and how I regret so much for not going to meet them. aargh~ sentimental XD look how adorable they are.. those scenery, those hand movements. I have to say, long sleeve back those days are awesomely handsome XDDD

well, come to an ending of the karaoke dvd- mom suddenly interrupt and scolded us for letting alex lay on the floor. what a mood spoiler =.= she scolded us for not being inniative enough, even though we had done the house chores without her telling us to. really don’t know what is she thinking. haihz.

westlife- I love you forever.. deep in my heart

dummy signing off

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whats with those pinks O.O

2011-09-22T22:59:00.000-07:00

new shirt XD

new vandana XD

just notice i started to have pink stuffs O.O wow.... incredible XDDDDDDDD

BB VANDANA

2011-09-21T02:37:00.001-07:00

After so many years of fantasy over it, i finally brought it!!! yeaaaaaaaaahhoooo~~~

Aldo i know the price is overpriced, but its original and i'm loving it! LOL

sooooooooooooooooooo, yea. i think i need to fan shing fan shing, be a good girl ^^

LOL! so not happening. aarrrrrgggggggggggghh~~~ <3<3<3

memories

2011-09-14T01:42:00.001-07:00

Last year's post- lol I don't love you lo XDDDDDDDD

soy bean sensation

2011-09-06T20:08:00.001-07:00

was online-ing till 4 in the morning yesterday.... when i was packing up to go to sleep, a breeze of soy bean smell blew into my room... its not just any soy bean... it the soy bean made by a brother in my kampung. it makes me realize, time has passes so long... i've all grown up, but yet what have i done?

yeap- what have i done?

randompost-randomcomment-randomdays

2011-08-25T18:52:00.000-07:00

but not just any random friend. :D

/// found these post at the side of fb collumn. yeap.. those random days. miss you guys!

few things

2011-08-06T07:10:00.000-07:00

ooooooh yeah.... they say i'm young XD cuz i had a very childish looking hairstyle that makes me look extra round than usual =A=

few things | i shall suffer myself to dead to change

- be more discipline- to wake up early

- play less social network - see more inspirational designs

- images- never ask to snap group photo

- speech- be polite- never to express inner feeling

- food- oooh~ i shall enjoy you slow and steady

- table- keep it neat and tidy 24/7

yeap, i am an angry kid. In order to make others happy, i shall sacrifice mine. XDDD

can't stop the foood~ XD

2011-07-25T09:57:00.000-07:00

oh yeaaaah~ McD- KFC- Dominos -McD all in 3 days in a row.. omg =.=

all those food luring me in... i love them too much to resist them...

went to melacca for company event... don't know what crime prevention thingy de... hahahhaa.. went to jonker street! 'baba' treat us very good le... he will definitely be a very good father ^^aah~ it was a awesome day but really tiring T.T well, did get closer with the colleagues XD

totally forgotten about not speaking... while waiting for the monorail (it was delayed) i was thinking.... what is the right thing to do? voice out- opinion not accepted. shut and keep it to yourself- ppl thinks you're arrogant. so stress neh....... haihz what kind of stage of life i'm going through....

i'm gonna hug kiko to sleep.... how good if it is warm.... kiko~T.T *heart*

to myself: jyjyjy!!! need to slim down! have some faith!

worth the pain XD

2011-07-17T10:27:00.001-07:00

saturday morning went to ampang to do wall mural. thanks to reechard and his teddy friend... we volunteer go there play XD draw the wall, paint it, up and down- tired like hell XDDD the boss treat us very good le...belanja us egg tart and 100 plus XD somemore got allowance ^^ a small small appreciation from him XD

sunday morning go to dataran merdeka to run- olympic run by McD... hahahaha so long din't meet them le~~ everyone looks quite fine de XD aldo life is quite hectic for all of us- for assignments or internships XD oohoho~~ get lots of goodie bags~ chewing gum banyak banyak ~ eat until mouth also numb XD

went swimming after the run. waliao~~ leg cramp XD 1st time.. omg the pain just won't go away T.T pain whole afternoon le... aiks... feeling better now XD ooooooooh yeaaaaa~ i'm darker now... become so so ..... gloomy =.= lol.... luckily i came out of the swimming pool earlier than my sister... wakakaka i'm the fairest now~ XD

to everyone, miss ya'all! fighting!!! 1 more month to go!

speak + filter + impression

2011-07-05T18:12:00.000-07:00

oh yeaa... i get a lecture from mom this morning... its regarding something i said during work place. my boss is having a party on a weekday after work for his newborn baby~ congrats boss! XD after work, i actually told the secretary to ask to boss to give us an offday so that we can be there earlier LOL it was merely a joke.. but when i tell this to my mom... oh noooooooooooooo...... kena la gao gao... XD

she said i have to speak properly. do not ever say the do not say things. example in workplace, not suppose to ask for a offday or a paid raise. she said i need to filter what i say everything.. cuz i don't think before i speak, i just speak whatever i want. regardless whether its stupid or smart =A= everything we say will leave an impression on others. thus, yea... i think i need to keep my mouth shut.

A pat on my head at the end of the intense conversation, put myself in ease ^^ ok la.. time to change this attitude of mine. i wonder if it will change who i really am.. will it be for the better or i will be less happier.

friends, GAMBATEH!!!! 1 and a half months to go!!!! XD

internsyoook ~XD

2011-07-02T21:05:00.000-07:00

How to put this in words... already 1 and a half month internship.. been through so much... laugh laugh laugh.. everyday laugh.... fight ah.... emo ah..... stress ah....sienz ah.... at the end also feel so funny XDDD really crazy!!! *really deep down inside, i want to say : really grateful we 4 intern together!!! * 万岁 !!!!

2011-06-21T01:03:00.001-07:00

picwords

2011-06-19T04:57:00.000-07:00

can't find the rights words to say

how much is money worth?

can it buy back the contacts, the connection?

reflection of imperfection

portray that moment of beauty

分分鐘需要你 By: George Lam (林子祥)

2011-06-12T10:28:00.001-07:00

分分鐘需要你
By: George Lam (林子祥)

願我會楂火箭　帶你到天空去
在太空中兩人住
活到一千歲　都一般心醉
有你在身邊多樂趣

共你相相對　好得戚好得意
地淋天崩當閒事
就算翻風雨　只需睇到你
似見陽光千萬里

＊有了你開心Ｄ　乜都稱心滿意
鹹魚白菜也好好味
我與你永共聚　分分鐘需要你
你似是陽光空氣

扮靚Ｄ皆因你　癲癲地皆因你
為你擔心作傻事
扮下猩猩叫　睇到乜都笑
有你在身邊多樂趣

若有朝失左你　花開都不美
願到荒島去長住
做個假的你　天天都相對
對木頭公仔做戲

NOOB!

2011-06-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

Coco trace someone punya specs XD guess who's XD

거짓말

2011-06-01T04:12:00.000-07:00

love is pain
Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people
One's old a flame... just scream my name
And i'm so sick of love songs
I hate them damn love songs... moment of ours

거짓말

exhausted

2011-05-29T09:42:00.000-07:00

after 1 week of intern i become a total panda =A= very very very very tired on saturday. can't keep my eyes open. i slept like almost the whole day!!! gathering was canceled, how long more can i stand this feeling aaarrrrghhh miss you guys too much T.T

1st day of intern

2011-05-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

ohoho~~ 1st day of intern was very exciting??? I can't sleep at night, forget to save alarm clock, woke up by mom, knocked the door cuz too blurr adi, stomach ache, a cup of nice warm wheat~! ohohoho~~

nothing much actually... excited | sienz | fun | tired | This is Internship XD

nothing last forever

2011-05-20T06:25:00.001-07:00

just saw san tian's post.. nothing last forever.. he said thats the catch.. bad things don't last forever too. yea babe!!!! nothing last forever!!!!!!!!!

i was gonna nag about my bad luck day yesterday... but nah... i guess its just a waste of my breath XD nothing last forever~ woooooooooooooohoooooooooooooo!!!!!

ohyar.. brought something i wanted to buy long ago.. loving it! XDDD

so happy right now... later sure la something sad will happen.. oh dang.. here goes the cycle... nothing last forever! ohohoo

i think i siao adi =A=

cooool~

2011-05-17T09:40:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. went for wesak... legs aching =A= but not aching once i reach home and had supper hahaha.... supper does cure :P mom, sis and i had inai drawings before the wesak walk starts XD ohoho~~~ i wanted to do it on my neck.. dad objects =.= but at the end don't know how come the ladies hand just end up on my neck.. and wala! coooooool~ dad even ask the lady to add stars for me XD love him la! XD

ah damn =.= gonna take amali this thurs... hope it won't bored me to dead... after that going out ohohohohooo... i'm sure it will be lots of fun XD last few days of freedom, i'm so gonna enjoy it XD

The garden

2011-05-12T01:02:00.000-07:00

o.= aiks... eye pain... its been a long time since i look into a viewfinder XD

oh yeah!!!

2011-05-10T20:21:00.000-07:00

ok la.. don't even know whether my username is still usable or not.. character highest also level 22 only.. cheh... but oh yeah!!! gonna play again! gotta know more friends... kao zai.. wakakka... opps! but my character is a guy =A= alamak~

not bad

2011-05-10T05:53:00.001-07:00

hahaha new layout not bad... sem break, i guess needed a change; getting out from the dark and meeting the sunlight XD hmm... din't do anything productive today. sleep? heat? iron big pile of cloths? watermelon? pc? pc? pc? LOL maybe a lil guitar too XD

anyway, i heard from my dad that there is this crazy guy splashing acids at girls in kl area, so please be EXTRA CAREFUL!!! the guy is on a motorbike, so try to stay away from the road side =X what is this.. hahaha.... but this crazy guy travels from state to state. the last time i heard of him, he was in penang =.= damn crazy man =.=

hmm... nothing to do now. too free.. might as well do some exercise =A= i believe i will end up on the bed 15 mins later.... toddles!

hu!!!

2011-05-09T14:29:00.000-07:00

finally exams are over.. the last exam was hard =A= really hard =A= like a stone XDDD Its been really a long time since i blogged. so many things had passed by. I guess i just have to remember it by heart, cuz i'm so lazy to write XD Senior say i have to keep fit =A= cuz i was totally overweight T.T omgggg... letting a senior tell me that.. i feel paiseh.... T.T maybe i should sleep more so that i can skip meals hahahaha XDDD

only have 2 weeks to relax and then its time for internship adi.. haihz.. gonna make good use of my time... haihz... but i slept at 8pm last night.. waking up at 5 this morning... hm... did i wasted some time there? sleeping time, no; family time; yeah T.T haihzzzzz.......

I shall.... i don't know.... i think i need to go blank..... *BLANK*

what an emo post lol....

fast line

2011-03-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

line suddenly super good, 1st time loading went up to 100+ kb/s ^^ heapy~

long lost friend

2011-03-24T06:39:00.000-07:00

just get off the phone with my long lost friend~~~ aahhh~~~ the feeling is so damn good~ chat for 1 hour!! how can this compare with 3 years of mia?! lol.. hahaha its really heart warming to chat with an old friend, it has really been too long... i seems to go back to my old self? i seriously miss myself... the childishness, the joker, the singer... all i am now is a panda, emoness, ok la.. maybe more mature adi.. hahahhaz..... nevertheless, i've grown not just mentally and also in size LOL feel embarrass to meet up with old friend XP but as for my friend; from a total calm, quiet, gentle girl, omg~~ she's damn talkative now XD will know how to kenakan me adi.. omg~ hahahaz~ everything in the world is changing !! hahaha may things change for the better la~!

gambateh everyone!!! love ya!! ^^

2011-03-22T08:46:00.000-07:00

what a shit day today could be =.=

don't wanna be cornered...

moved my stuff

loving bro

can't get my eye not to shut.

shit

bad girl

2011-03-19T09:15:00.000-07:00

"why do we close our eyes when we pray, cry, kiss and dream. because the most beautiful things in life are not seen but felt only by heart" this is so true~ XD

i've been very bad lately... bad girl, bad daughter, bad friend.

when i close my eyes,

i felt the evilness in me. the temper, the sorrow.

so wrong

i wanna love, love myself, love my family, love my friend..

need somebody to love, a puppy will do ~ wakaka

zhun

2011-03-13T14:04:00.000-07:00

was clicking through my folders.. and yeaa...... still love this pic a lot XD

thanks pennyu! XD

siuk XD

2011-03-13T07:45:00.000-07:00

went to ipoh for 2d1n, syok ah! XD so many foods~ weather hot and cold, green~ blue~ on the day i went to ipoh, there are a thick layer of mist at the mountains. haiz.. maybe is because of the tsunami at japan? pray for them. hope things get better le....

went makan dim sum when we reach there.. and yea..my mom throw temper on me? wow~ ok la.. i started it 1st... cuz we already sited downstairs, grandma's knee isn't well. but my mom went upstairs to search so sits!! it was so noisy upstairs. haihz.. but there is a lift to go up la.. so grandma and me went up. and i meet my sis and told her its so freaking noisy!! and there goes my mom~ ohoho~ xiao qi gui~ XD she say i babble too much =.= herg~

hmm went temple for like 2 hours? and then lunch... then this then that... then.. hmm... shopping? just to enjoy the aircon XD saw a shirt~ like like~ but rm55... din't buy =.= cuz dad say expensive. went home and tell mom, mom say cheap! lol... dad spotted a shoe for me.. looks nice~ but no stock T.T aiks.. sad la~~~

reach kl in the evening, unpack, wash mom and dad's car..thunder striking when halfway thru cleaning ... waliao.. i'm really so unfit.. body aching right now T.T

hhmm.. been on the pc for like 3 hours... nothing done, but created a new playlist.. ohohoho~~~ love my playlist le~ all english songs... only 2 korean and japanese songs in my playlist, finally XD

new word today... learn from rubber - siuk ah!! XD means syok la~~
too many assignments.. all piling up... suik sei ah!! XD

sleep . much . time

2011-03-08T11:09:00.000-08:00

Dad's been nagging on my sleeping pattern lately. coming home from school- sleeping, and waking up during midnight. din't have time to mingle with my family anymore. my sis actually say i 'lock' my self in my room =.= aiks... well, i tried to change, at least i woke up half an hour earlier than usual today :D

been watching glee lately~! ohoho~ love la~~ 5 episodes in one go.. the curiosity of what's gonna happen next.. XD i've learn quite some things from glee. and a sentence that my dad once told me - you can't always get what you want. it was a song?? haha it was sang in glee at the most tough and sadness moments.

thanks sharon for giving me this movie ~ love love XD so gonna download their songs

2011-03-05T17:59:00.001-08:00

hahahaz... slept at the rooftop in a tent last night... waliao....

hot,

mosquito,

backache.

damn. so lack of sleep

sun will set

2011-02-28T16:08:00.000-08:00

fr3n

2011-02-27T10:17:00.000-08:00

^^ felt happy today. sometimes there are things you're not satisfied of, you under grade it. but to others, if you put in all your heart, they are one of the kind. ^^ I'm so glad when i saw my best friend using the soft toy i made her, which i tot it was ugly T.T really touched.

life's been great this weekend. din't even touch any assignment. this is nice.. very nice... so nice that i don't feel like going to school tomorrow. i start to fear..... my friend say "我不哭！就算会迷路！" but i say " i will cry! if i'm mentally lost" ...

and yea, i'm kindna lost lo XD

aaah~ sometimes i don't know what to do to make things better.

love ya babe~ don't cry k~ *heart *

greenie~

2011-02-20T05:06:00.001-08:00

This morning was a dissapointed morning. i wanted to go to the land behind my house to snap photo. cuz thier grass grow damn high! taller than a person! XD but dad knock at my door earlier in the morning, telling me that there are people cutting the grass that instant! waliao. heart break, disappointed, regret that i did not put my actions fast enough. thus, this gave me a urge to take action fast! 1 more week till internship deadline. if i can't get any company to accept me by then, i'm doom. LOL

Snapped photo to be send in resume today. hahaha.. snap until so shuang, wear green shirts and snap XD kindna ugly. not really photogenic, should practice more wakaka XD played with photoshop, not doing my assignments, oh yeaaah already doomed. XD

i saw someone post at fb. people who have low memory are happier? haha kindna true i guess. you will tend to forget sad things fast, don't keep it in heart, life have to move on dude! XD

cheers, my friends ^^ love ya!

~.~

2011-02-19T06:13:00.000-08:00

its been a while since i blogged. hmm.... everyone is busy rushing assignments and finding for internship. in this short week, many things happen? no? yes? i don't know? say stress, like no stress. say no stress, like very stress. got a hair cut. short. life so short. so sienz. waliao. really sienz =.=

one day people have to grow up. ya i know. but why? growing up doesn't mean you have to change to become realistic. doesn't mean you have to be like the adults.. thats too much sorrow to bear T.T changes can be good, change to improve, change to inspire, change to live life better. don't reduce the happiness, don't break the connections, don't erase your memory even thought you need more space to store more things in your life.

so emotional right now. haha. life's so pathetic sometimes.

double work

2011-01-29T06:00:00.000-08:00

yea.. my house is painted with a new colour... tone down a bit.. hahaha. not so bright like last time, kindergarden LOL! its really expensive to hire painters to paint the house... just the exterior of the house of cuz.. cost 2 thousand plus adi.. don't know why the heck so expensive.. painting gold paints? LOL

ok la.. the walls are evenly painted on.. looks nice also... but the windows!!! the grill doors!!! the gate !!! waliao aaaaaaaaaaa.... beh tahan!! super ugly! they painted the wrong colour somemore.. my dad already told them its the wrong colour but they still continue painting! stupid! everyday smoke smoke smoke.. make my house so smelly.. wu wu~ the way they paint is like chin cai chin cai... waliao.... pay so much... get lousy job done. shit them la...

today we all have to repaint all the grills... all the painter's messed up work... from morning do until evening.. stop painting to eat and drink only.. tired dao~~ painting is fun.. but i really geram those painters... i heard they stay at the same kampung as mine.. if there is ever a chance i got into a conversattion with them.. i'm gonna shoot them gao gao!! but my dad say don't waste our time cuz they are not worth it.. they don't even admit thier own mistakes... haihz... so sad...

everyone so busy today... everyone also aching adi.... stupid painters. =.=

doggy~~~

2011-01-21T20:47:00.002-08:00

It has eyes that are so charming, its blue ^^

It is as big as this, strong, and playful. (the head is not this small la )

and fur that is white! pinkish brown nose( totally like ang mo)

i don't know what is the breed of the dog but i google some pictures

its like the mixture of Weimaraner and grey hound.

its free! its 6 months old and it doesn't bite ppl!

aldo i got 2 scratches at my arm cuz he jumped on me XD

too bad, dad don't let. house is under painting condition right now.

the dog has no proper place to stay.

and yea.. like all dogs, we have to prepare to lost something XD

well, i hope....merely hope..... that i could own that dog.

cuz my excitement revive because of him XD

I was cheated!!

2011-01-14T21:27:00.000-08:00

ok.. not really realy cheated la..

I went shopping around a shp call 100 yen... the things there okok la~~ i brought somethings there... most of the thigns are RM4.90 +++... yea.. i actually BUY something there... =.=

how was i cheated?

i went to another shop... and found that the SAME stuff is CHEAPER by 100%! means the things that are sold at the 100 yen shop earns 100% profit!

i buy from 100 yen -RM5.90
from DIY shop - RM2.50!!!

Shit mou...

really kena cheated gao gao...
cheat my feeling..
cheat my money..
sad dao............................... :(

so fast yet so slow, so slow yet so fast

2011-01-08T07:02:00.000-08:00

time flies ler~~~~ i've only been working for less than half a month. some happy and sad moments at the company.. so grateful to have Tien to teach me, guide me through the everyday task.He is really such a patient and kind person...Another 1 more week i'm going to start my semester and quit the job there . feel sad and happy at the same time. hmm.. sad because i just started to bond with them, start to voice out a little little bit..and now have to quit adi. sad that i have to leave such lively place and back to school life. happy because i can finally relax myself from all the task and spend more time with my family = ) wakakakaka

Snap company profile photo today. i left only 1 more week working at the company but they still allow me to join in thier photo shooting. feel happy and bad at the same time.. haihz... weird weird me la...my friend Teresa make up for me before the photoshoot.. looks kindna weird. but with one of the lighting device there.. yeaaa.. i'm so beautiful~ ahem ahem.. hahahahaha

Teresa- Tien-Jin

P/s: I got eyebrow~ wooohoooo~~~~~ *drawn eyerbow LOL LOL LOL XD

real world

2010-12-22T06:07:00.000-08:00

hmmm........ 20 years old adi.. i did say i want to be a better person. learn more things.. and yeah.. now the opportunity has came and i want to run away aaaah!!!! last minute went to an interview and got a job, the pay is low and the office is way to far to go. want to give up but this is really a good chance to learn things! scared of being bullied, scared of responsibility, scared of the real world. suppose to start work today, but i just can't do it. so i asked to work tomorrow because i need to settle down and get some things done before i go work and suffer myself to dead =X

Happy Tang yuan jie everyone~~ XD i sure is fun making tang yuan together with family ^^ at least getting my mind of the nervousness of going to work =X was having a real headache deciding whether to work last night. painful, stressful. thanks to my friends, making me feel that i'm making the decision to learn! doing something for my own sake.. but =X aaaarghhh~ a lot trouble will be given to my parents cuz they will have to travel far to fetch me around.. i must work hard! learn more! and start taking my own public transport (at least after a week of working XP)

tomorrow will be my 1st day le... real world, i'm so not ready. =.=

wish me luck :D

just for fun

2010-12-14T08:24:00.000-08:00

sad song . sad mood . sad pain . sad person

presents :

hahahz~ ugliness in everything... ^^ including my art XD

nice song tho~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbsYJLwAhio

I suck at cooking =.=

2010-12-12T19:38:00.001-08:00

another 2 hours gonna exam le la!!!

decide to have brunch before going to school. cooked wan tan mee... yea... it sucks like hell =.= mee too soft, sauce not nice... cooked 2 buns of mee and sis don't want to eat. what is all these UNNECESSARY STRESS??!!!!! =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= ok.. i admit, i suck at cooking =.=

turned 20!

2010-12-11T00:16:00.001-08:00

totally like WOW! i'm 20 XD suddenly feel that i haven't achieve anything in my life =.= 20 years of living in this world and what have i done?! hmm..... should start planning adi XD

went out with lulu 2 days before my birthday~ wahh.. the excitement and crapping and teasing.. its really been a long time since i hang out with her.. but 11 hours of hang out? omggg we sienz dao don't know like what adi... growing fungus =.= cuz too tired adi.... but never the less... had lots of fun... but i won't wanna hang out like this again LOL ohyar... another reason why we hang out 11 hours is because of the heavy rain!!!!!!!!!! raining so heavily that her parents were stuck in a jam .... hahaha and my house flooded XD oh god~ what a day~

well, on my birthday i had a bbq at home.. invited a few of my college friends and my primary friends over XD hmm... its kindna different from inviting my secondary friend tho... XD ohoh!! serene brought me a tortoise!!! omg~~ love it~ XD and i got a big bang folder from shin and coco XD sukaa~~ XD hmm.. they keep saying my bbq food looks very weird.... all kind of weird food in my house.. hahahahha... the atmosphere is kind of weird last night but i hope you guys did enjoy le.. T.T so sorry ya my birthday is not very enjoyable~ but i really appreciate you guys for coming XD thanks for all the present and wishes! ohoho~~~ and for wearing my favorite color green~~!!!! ohohoo~~~ love you guys so much ^^

I receive present from my parents too XD mascara! hahahahaha totally unexpected~ dad say each year he will give me something else to collect.. soon i will have the whole set LOL and the greatest present i get? a box.. a box full with love! made by all my siblings... ^^ really really beauty.. they modify a mooncake box into a colourful box... there is a 3d cake in the box with a folded heart shape.. wishes at the every corner of the box.. so many stickers... presetm address, ribbons~ ^^ love it very very much~ kekeke....

hmm.. when i start receiving sms wishes at my phone.. i'm so touched... i suddenly remember all those kindness, pureness, sincerity in wishes...i miss myself =.= penny called and sang me a birthday song too~ XD all these makes me teary and yea~ i was lost and now i want to find back myself? XD lame? LOL i've been quite a bad girl this year.. want to let go of everything bad and adapt more goodness XD

ohoho~~ birthday wish from a girl who just turned 20? i wish i could be a better person ^^

thanks for everything ya!!! all the best in finals!!!!! love you~ XD

yeah!

2010-12-05T04:47:00.001-08:00

assignments finally over! feel relax~ sleep a lot but still feel tired.. wakakak... yesterday morning went time swuare with my family... found my phone missing.. i tot i lost it!!! but think think.. i din't even bring it out from the house XD it was on my desk... went to sleep with my phone.. at the night, changed my bedsheet... din't really care where was my phone i want to make a phone call.. wakakaka... search whole house.. then we suspect its in the washing machine.. wrap together with the bedsheet.. and yea... there it was.. like a dead fish XD what to do? rice spa lo...

massage my parents leg~ dad say if 10 years later we still massage thier leg, we're very good children ^^ but we kids was thinking of keeping money to buy ogawa 10 years later XD so funny

already past 12... time to sleep.. but xin saw something glowing flying around.. its a firefly!!! omg~~ we faster close all the windows and capture it XD so bad la~ XD woke my siblings and we look at it so curiously.. it look like a small cockroach with 2 florescent light at its butt XD here are some photos~ woohoo~ lucky us to get a chance to see the firefly, pity the firefly to fly in to the wrong house and kena capture by us XD of cuz we let it free after looking at it for like 15 mins XD

children's day XD

2010-11-20T08:57:00.000-08:00

okokok~~ this is how it started.. went for dinner at a temple. my aunty bring her friend and there is this boy sitting next to me. he was reading a comic.. so i take a peep and see what book was it... and i swear thats all! i din't do anything else!! then the boy got scared and went to sit at the other side of his mom.. i was like O.O!!! emo lo .......................................

so sad.. keep thinking what had i done? then my aunty sat on his place.. so dad ask me to go sit beside the boy cuz he wants to sit with my aunt.. T.T i don't want to sit with that boy~~~~~ T.T so awkward sitting beside him.... so after every dish , me and my bro will go to the fish pond to lepak.. there is this big area there.. got tortoise also... XD then the boy came.. talked to him a little but still feel awkward =.= don't know how suddenly all the kids gather around and we start talking crap! XD i get to know 2 boys and 2 girls~ alex even fight with a handsome boy~ but the boy is very very funny~ love to joke around .but alex? omg.. ban cool all along~ hahahaz girls pula ask a lot of funny question XD co cute neh their thinking.. love love~~ XD

started to talk more with the boy sitting next to me.. we went hunting for numbers XD 4d numbers XD guessing what number is this and that~ wow~ fun~ kekeke.... he have fair skin~ wear white specs~ wow~ when he leave he took off his spec and wave goodbye... all of us was like "wow~ handsome oh~" XD

and dad's comment : the only big kid over there XD

a total turn over i guess? was complaining and emo-ing.. at the end having lots of fun and can't stop talking about him XD

ooooh i miss him~ hahahahahahahhaz

waliao aaa....

2010-11-14T07:43:00.000-08:00

i totally boomed myself =.=

just 10 mins ago i realise HOA mid term is tomorrow morning!!! shit
I was happily thinking that wednesday hoa lecture..
and i was wondering, eh? wednesday is public holiday??

panic and flip my note book.. argh!!! replacement class tomorrow!
totally boomed myself gao gao...
i read a few slides.. more like look at the pictures nia..

haihz.... tomorrow i'm sooo doom T.T

2010-11-14T01:28:00.000-08:00

wooohhoooo~~ new layout...

hmm...

star cacat

hand cacat

head cacat

body cacat

i think all also cacat

but.. i like it! wakakakaka

but i think the bg colour quite girly.. hmm...

but what to do? can't find any to suite with the pic le. aiks.

pipit~

2010-11-13T06:45:00.000-08:00

pipit~ pipit~ pipit~

ku po invited me to the the event de~ never been before... heard the handmades are uinque and nice.. so there i go~ hahah wahahaha~ went there with lu and her friends.. so crowed oh!!! so many things to see~ all so cute~ walk to the othe side.. omg!!!! pandaeye!!! din't expect to see him there~really so lucky get to meet him in person~ keke... he had a nice shoe~ XD hmm... walked the whole place and can't get myself to buy anything. cuz too expensive le.. but i keep telling myself i have to by at least something from pandaeye~ and i did~ wakakakakakakak and its green~ so i love it ^^

meet up with ku po after that and aiks... forget to snap photo with her~ cuz she wear very nice today~ leng lui dao~ XD she then went in for a second round and i went off to eat mcD~~ wakakaka~ what a day~ have a nice feeling~ like back to secondary life~ miss them so much~

yanny, Happy Birthday ^^

11/11

2010-11-11T00:25:00.000-08:00

Hmmmm...... i got so much to say.... so many interesting, funny, emo, weird, joyful, stunt, fear, tear,sweat,hot stoties to tell....

but nah....... 11/11/10!

*HUGS* love ya everyone ^^

kekekekekekeke

ignore this post =.=

2010-11-08T05:03:00.000-08:00

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Happy Deepavali everyone~

2010-11-04T09:14:00.000-07:00

fi......ka boom BOOM Ka BOOM! XD its like a wake up call... hahahahhahaz....

start to gain the senses of a dog, searching around, wrong direction, run!!!!

fi Kaboom~~~ aarrrghhh~~ nice dao!!!!!!

hahahahahhaa fire works all over the place. the clock is just minutes away to strike 12am. DEEPAVALI is here~~~ woohoo~~its been a long time since we've seen so many fireworks blasting at one time XD shuang~

time to continue assignment le. aiks. XD

Wha-a-dey~ XD

2010-11-01T09:33:00.000-07:00

Stick a note asking anyone to wake me up at 8am. been nag for a long time to wake up, but still, hahahahaha, sleep until 9.30am only willing to step out of the bed. ate a heavy breakfast, rice! with meat, fish,veges. waliao, siao!

went to school, teacher said there will be a quiz. scare us to hell.. hahahaz we soon find out that the quiz is due on next monday. cheh~ XD

receive a gift from rubber XD so happy to receive things for no particular reason or occasion. makes me smile whole day XD

and oh-shit, i laughed like hell in school =.= wasn't aware i was laughing like that. XD i succesfully prank my friend which makes me feel more funny. hahahahaha XD then terbocor la my prank because i was laughing like mad. =.= i'm sure they will feel i'm crazy cuz i don't laugh like that in school before, shit la.

came home, eat cookies made by xin. okok la... ate dinner, and feel asleep XD until now wakakakakakakka assignment gonna due soon. but can't really get into the mood of doing. haihz. life so tough neh...

jy ba everyone T.T

wishlist?

2010-10-31T07:24:00.000-07:00

Suddenly so many things i wish i could do :\

I want to go see sunrise and sunset at the same day XD

Sleep at the beach side without getting rape XD

Become a volunteer in the zoo again touching tigers XD

Cook a delicious cuisine on my parent's anniversary XD

Play an acoustic song without twitchy tones XD

Climb the kk mountain with my dearest friends XD

Create my very own soft toy as big as my dog XD

Knead a jacket for my sister XD

Go clubbing and dance like minzy XD

Buy lots and lots of food with my own money XD

hm.... what else?

the most basic wish is..... everyone to be happy! XD

Enjoy life to the max peeps! XD

hu!

2010-10-20T18:43:00.001-07:00

came early to school as usual.. 1 hour away till class starts.. hahaha.. listening music in the computer lab.. thinking how should i curl my hair using the new curler mom brought yesterday.. wakaka. excited neh~XD

finally told my friend how i feel le.. hu! feel so much better... XD told her that caring is something happy. and first time i feel so tired to care someone XP so bad oh me... make her emo when she already is... but really feel better after saying it out loud. hope things will get better le... keke...

few days ago my dad took me to take out my mold? (is this how it spells? hahahz ) its on my knee.. the chinese tradisional needle poking doc say that mold represent failure! omg! XD i was like.. huh? i have this mold since young.. means i'm a failure? so the doc put some medicine to remove the mold.. i keep on laughing nia.. cuz so geli~ using needle scartching it.. omg~ hahahaz~

ohyar.. its already the 4th day of the new semester le... last sem result sure isbetter than the sem that i went for community service.. that sem really bring down a lot of my gpa T.T i mean A LOT.. luckily it rise back up to normal gpa le.. haihz.. I was looking forward to this sem. wanted to do well.. but in the 1st 2 days of the week already have class cancel?! totally.... sienz =.= hahahaz... hopefully i can still put my excitement up high le~ cuz my friend get 3.3 eh! hahahaz.. become my idol le oh... if he can do it, i must push myself harder le.. keke ^^

take care of yourself oh everyone! weather so hot, drink more water ba~ don't fall sick le ^^

hmm... i wonder how long it will last XD

2010-10-14T09:12:00.000-07:00

suddenly have a chat with my dad... talking about life..

How life can be full of happiness but still have to face disappointments along the road.

Everything we do everyday is a part of our life.

Sometimes there is only one time to do what you have to do. if you din't do it right, you might never get chance to do it again.

Some things can't be rush. better to take precaution. somethings are never too late.

Sometimes to do a task that we thought is easy, it actually take a great responsibility and dedication to make sure we're doing it the right way.

Sometimes its best to confess your wrongs. and be praise for the good you've done.

We only only 1 life to live. life is a long journey. its a cycle of life that we have to face and overcome.

Take things as a challenge and never a problem.

Smile is the best appearance =)

sem break

2010-10-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

lol so long din't blog adi XD well many things happen lately.

went to ipoh with penny last weekend. hahaz such a rush decision. before taking hte 6pm train we went on the lrt and start video-ing. LOL this girl ah was having fever.. the day before we even went to the national library and had pastamania at sungei wang. haha.. reach ipoh at 9pm..her parents are so friendly le.... waliao... we went pasar in the morning. went to a park... went pet shop... went hiking... went dinner...watch tv ...went yam cha... totally shuang over there.. love love XD the next day we head to kampar! hahaz went to sharon's house.. ettle down then cycle to utar! lepak over there... snap pictures... raining.. soaking wet when we're going to new town.. haha... totally wet wet...had dinner and head home... hahahaz fun playing under the rain lo... then we went tesco buy some snack. i get to buy burger to eat XD but ok ok only la the burger.. keke.. then penny playing silent hill.. meizeen is sick adi.. sorethroat cuz too much of laughing! hahahahz.. eh. really laugh like mad over there.. 5 girls.. wow.. somemore kena nag by one of sharon's hosuemate :\ on the next day jj fetch us all to ipoh! we went ipoh parade while meizeen went to perm her hair. went to jusco to play bowling and watch movie.the legend of the fist.. nice show oh!keke.. after that we went tong sui gai to eat dinner.. XD after all these... time to go home le.... had a hot bath and watch tv~ wakakaka.. shuang~

just 2 days ago me and sharon become the volunteer for a nike race pack entry thingy. haha.. the first day was damn busy.. running a lot cuz theres a long queue.. but totally enjoy it! so exciting.. but the next day wasn't that fun. legs aching. so little ppl. stand also pain. sit also pain.. so we reward ourself to have a treat at klcc XD sharon had ice kacang and i had sundae chocolate~ yum yum~ back home leg numb... haihz!! slept the whole morning after that.. shuang! hahahahahahaz... looking forward on the 9th where mj and sharon coming lo...prepare for the challenge! oh shit~ hahahahhaz XD

nature~

2010-09-16T10:52:00.000-07:00

B-FABB! XD

2010-09-13T22:45:00.000-07:00

woohoo! step up was totally cool man! awesome! XD love the water and the lights XD dad ask why i din't bring the kids to watch too.. hahahaz... well, after animation exam.. knowing that i'll lost 40% of the marks because wrote the wrong answer in the essay session. guilt turn into pleasure?! go wtch movie pula... but really nice ler.. no regrets! but after step up is resident evil.. maybe i don't have enough sleep or its been a long time since i watch movie. headache and sleppy @.@ when watching resident evil.. the only thing i keep thinking of. "OH! BEHIND!" hahahaz.... zombies attacking from behind.. but okay la the movie... maybe i'm too sleepy din't really concentrate XD

the line was so fast yesterday! downloaded step up 3 soundtracks!! and finish downloading notting hill :D hohoho~ downloading more stuff lately aiks... time to freshen up and study! tomorrow exam! gonna be crazy again :D

all the best everyone! you're B-FABB !!! i think it means be fabulous XD

back to hometown~

2010-09-11T20:23:00.000-07:00

fuyoh!!!! i'm energetic? LOL hmmmm what happen i forget adi... ohyar... submited all assignment on wednesday! got a blister on my leg aiks... came home... thursday went badminton with yanny and her cousins.. hahaz fun~! but body aching like hell after that. mom say : young lady, see how unfit you are. LOL!

went to ipoh on friday afternoon.. waaaaaaa~ shuang~ hahahaz went dinner la.. here there la... then er brought latern~ woohoo~~~ candles, music, bubbles, fruit~ waaaaa.... dad ask us to sleep early (12am) because we have to go home on 6am this morning. LOL... well, others did went to sleep but not me and my sis XD we went downstairs and peep, saw my grandparents still awake! chit chat for an hour, 2am adi! they are dosing off adi z zzz z zzzz

although it seems like very little activity going on, but really shuang la get to visit them XD they say they will come and visit us next month! can't wait leh.... its been ages since they come to kl XD

k la.. time to study le... if not tomorrow sure gonna cry XD chowz! all the best everyone!! jyjy!

2010-09-04T00:28:00.000-07:00

submited 3 assignments yesterday.. 2 more to go!!!!! but very lazy to do adi.. slept for 14 hours last night, wakinu p seeing tv, clean up a little, cook lunch =.= gosh.. i totally make a mess... accidently pour the sugar all over because the cap is not close nicely.. haih T.T

surfing through fb saw some old photos, looking back to my life, there are good and bad time, i feel more useful last time.. aldo i got more skills now XD it was more naif, more relax during secondary time. oh how i wish to cut a stylish hair style again. that stupid mushroom head i have during form 4 really gave me a great laugh XD miss the weight i used to have last time. now i'm such a fatty bom bom. alamak~~

i guess i'm growing old eh? all the senses getting inactive adi.. wuwu~

what to do? life so tough.

a phrase i always use long time ago- Life's beautiful

now i wonder if its really beautiful . hahahahahahhahahahahhaz

let dummy continue be dummy ba~

I have poladroid?!

2010-09-01T14:25:00.000-07:00

yea right i have poladroid, if i have one i'll be crazy in love! XD hahahahz then where did all these poladroid come from? @.@ from here! http://www.poladroid.net/download.html

its a software that produce poladroid picture by just using normal photos. found it at the "we love colour" page.. they are having a poladroid competition.... hmm i want to join but... nahh..... i can only play for fun XD

check out the competition at http://asksancora.com/

*some poladroids made by using the software..

argh~ time to go back to assignment aiks aiks... more than 24 hours not sleeping, then sleeping for 10 hours. this is such bad news wu wu T.T

2010-08-28T09:26:00.000-07:00

Its not the assignments that are stressing me up.

It’s the disobedience, the thick face bull, the unreasonable.

I thought I was respected, herg not anymore.

For that one moment, I wanted to spank them with the cane.

Realizing what a mean sister I am, I broke down.

hectic-less?

2010-08-21T23:13:00.001-07:00

Saturday

Do convo present

Touch littleeeee bit of 3dmax

Go convo

Dinner

Shopping

Sleep

Sunday

Awake

Breakfast

Cook sushi for lunch

Staring at the pc.... NOTHING DONE! DAMN!

wishlist?

2010-08-14T09:26:00.000-07:00

I've live my life till now.. almost 20 years lo... wow... really grateful that i live this long eh~ XD don't know why i feel so... grateful that i have a wonderful family.. wonderful parents, sinling, cousin, friends~ they always make me smile and laugh like mad. XD aldo i notice my smile look damn ugly this few years... lol! even my sis also say like that.. hahahah SMILE is my most important asset.. something i was always proud of when i'm a kid. but think back about it, i think my smile is precious because i seldom smile! XD but at home its always a different case. . sometimes i wonder whether i have split personality leh.. hahahahz.

anyway, this post is about a wish that i wish~

I wish i could say i could be brave enough to say i love you to all the ones that i love.

I wish to say it every single day.

I wish that there is always someone there for them when they are in trouble.

I wish everyone is safe.

I wish what i wish is not just a wish.

p.s: I LOVE YOU ALL :D

SHIT

2010-08-08T17:00:00.000-07:00

shit shit shit.. i'm at school now =.= 8.01am SHIT!

i reach at 7.50am thinking "eh? this is the 1st time i'm the 1st person who reach for lecture class." so, sat down and drank my milo.. suddenly i think think... SHIT! lecture cancel la! alamak~ this morning mood already not good somemore come to school kena fool by myself. next class will be at 2pm! i din't even bring enough money to school to eat. luckily i grab a pack of snack before i come. haihz.. total shitness.

sorry for the shits. but really shit la.

awesome hecticness XD

2010-08-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

hahahahaz... was rushing 2 assignments today, digital imaging and creative thinking. lol.. i too smart adi forget to bring art cards that i brought yesterday. din't even draw anything on my sketch book, haven finish colouring the characters action for front cover.. total shitness today XD

once i reach school at 9.. start work until 6 in the evening.. total gan jiong , running, walking far distance, sweating, colouring, transfering.... gosh, FUN!!! this is the excitement i want~ hahaha but all these come along with a bad news la.. will kena deduct marks lo.. cuz submit late. hahahahah.. but sastisfied!!! really! :D

annyway, had animation lab test 2 days ago, waliao.. so tough, already die. after finish lab test, i think there is 20 of us rushing to the valentine ville?? at bangsar village. NONE of us know where the heck was that place. we have to go there to do our assignment and go according to the time slot teacher gave us.. ALL of us are late. hahaha.. left 10 more mins to measure all frames and painting. damn fast. teacher even count down for us to leave the room =.=

After that went for mcD, after a whole day of stressing animation and lost direction of places, 3 cups of refill at mcD! LOL the best part of the day is..!!! we were waiting for the bus. there comes a bus that is pack with tons of ppl. totally sardin that time.. impossible we can get. thus we plan to walk to the lrt station which will talk about 1 hour they say? hahahha.. while we walk, snap picture pula... then then THEN!!! a bus pass by! LOL we are chasing the bus! damn funny la that scene... all of us.. almost 13 ppl? hahahaz.. totally memorable.

well, this is the life i love. je' taime!!!

p/s sorry for the long post :P

Se7en ft T.O.P!!! Digital bounce

2010-08-02T09:20:00.001-07:00

Oh god~~ been listen this song for like a week? Se7en's new album- Digital bounce. Looking forward to its official mv.. but before that, live!! oh god~~ handsome, cool, sezy, killing!!! LOVE IS IN THE AIR! XD Check it out peeps!

paiseh neh.. i think i crazy jor~ screams****!!! XD

how come i never have this kind of passion on studies? hahaz

but this sure is a motivation to keep me awake~~ love love love~~

hope you guys love it too~

week9

2010-07-27T17:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday took the lrt back together with my dad! 1st time! LOL

dad say it wasn't the 1st time, he took me on a lrt when i was really young. and he say i'm the only one he bring along.. *he was smiling to himself when he says this* so happy ^^

week 9 lo. a lot of due dates.. i seems to be quite relax.. mom always say i alwayshave that " I-Don't-care" attitude. is it real? am i really like that? T.T

i guess i am like that? been sleeping without doing any assignments lately.. really damn relax.. sei lo.. faster make me gan jiong la!!!!!!!!! sob sob

miss-me-not

2010-07-25T02:03:00.001-07:00

2010-07-24T02:48:00.000-07:00

lol.. too sienz.. change layout lo!!

hey go check out the new design template thingy in blogspot.

a lot of new things.. easier to handle too~~

Bubble life..

2010-07-20T09:07:00.000-07:00

shoot at home~ hahahaz bubble attack at home garden!

(the nicest photo)

one of the photo taken in studio. Product: antabax

( just a random photo)

not bad oh? keke...

2010-07-19T06:52:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling very.... weird right now... pounding very hard... oh gosh... just because i asked my dad about his opinion on my photo shoot and he return me with a question :"have you done any research about what is your course gonna benefit you next time. what kind of job you will find and how much is the pay..what if the pay is less,will it be enough to support your life?" I stunt. cham lo

Heeeapy Birthday!

2010-07-12T11:35:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Flo-rida!

Happy Birthday Pokai Girl!

Happy Birtdhay Candle!

All from the year 1990 horse right?

祝各位美女们天天开心!

Doesn't look like magazine cover lo XD

2010-07-12T11:11:00.000-07:00

mua top! male female? @.@

jia you!

2010-07-08T09:29:00.000-07:00

lol... thanks to my cousin brother, i remember i have a blog XD

many things had been happening for the past few weeks. went to melaka to visit "dong xin yuan".. went jonker street la~ shop and eat wow zhun lo~! but then the next day big incident.. camera and my friend feel into the drain.. bla bla blaaa... sob few days.. now everything kindna settle adi.. will be getting my camera by mid of next week.. then can start shooting ler~~yeaaaah~! really looking forward to the studio shooting with my friends.. wakaka XD

then went for hawaii musical night lo.. thanks penny for belanja me go lo~ not bad la~ fun fun dancing and eating and screaming like mad ppl. lulu , maho and chu came from sg long~ they say we scream like we are watchig horror movie =.= hahahaz

then went shopping with yanny at klcc la... time square la.. she totally cool la when buying that pair of shoe.. 5 mins gao dim XD love at 1st sight eh? keke.. now not in kl lo~ that budak don't know need wait how long baru online.. aiks aiks..

dad's birthday just past not long ago... XD we were waiting downstairs for him to come down after he bath.. but he never come down.. mom went and lure him down but we waited for like 45 mins and they haven come down.. beh tahan.. took the cake up and lighted it.. barge into the room :"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" XD

its been a busy week.. and i bet it will be getting even more busier for the days to come.. hahaz... now this is life!! but still sienz la.. what to do? life so tough

wish everyone good health la! don't sleep whole night also can jing jing shen shen.. hahaz.. Jia You!

what

2010-06-29T05:57:00.000-07:00

what should i do? i tot i have more time to think of the next step, but it reply so fast. what should i do? WHAT SHOULD I DO??!?!?!?!?!?!?!

tired.

frustrated.

painful.

sob.

let's break up .LOL

wacom play~

2010-06-22T08:06:00.000-07:00

yesterday during illustration we finally get to use wacom tablet? is that what they call it? LOL as big as an a3 size! total fun~ 1st time play with it~ shuang shuang~ din't know utar own this kind of cool stuff XD

my artwork end of the day LOL

not according to plan XD

2010-06-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

everything not according to plan XD

saturday plan to go school help out. end up sleeping at 2am and waking at 12pm! LOL!!!tot was father's day.. so gan jiong.. cuz haven prepare anything yet... drag drag drag cuz doing house work... by the time we finish cleaning 3pm liao.. then lunch and sleep =.= zd~ discussing what to do the whole night.. slept at 1am again.. lucky this morning woke up at 9 plus XD

ate breakfast.. delly dally~~ omg! 12pm adi! okay this is where history plays again.. bro haven finish homework!! as usual la~ kids always rush thier homework the day before school starts XD wait for him to finish.. we practise our dance ... bro can't seem to fit him so he cry like storm is coming LOL! after that the sun appear and wa la!!! we start recording! XD we choose 6 songs and did a remix LOL *a small part from each song only la* took about 2 hour to finish record and we start editing...

hahahahahhahaz laugh until our stomach pain dao~~ but the size too big lo.. the video and back scene 50mb each! hope my dad like it la~ kakaz... HAPPY FATHER's DAY,BABA! love you aaaaaaaaalways~

ohyar.. today TOTALLY out of plan.. suppose to finish my illus and start animation and logo design.. tell ya what, NOTHING'S DONE except FUN! wooohooo!!!

Studio shooting

2010-06-16T11:27:00.000-07:00

All photographed by Penny XD

Love this effect

Drawn by coco

Damn love this one. hou yao feel

Photographer's shoe XD *she ownself snap de*

Din't upload any modeling photos.wakakaka..since its photographed by penny. let her show which pic she thinks is nice la XD but i tell you oh, all also nice.. she really can catch the angle de lo. geng. thanks ya penny! thank coco for drawing the dummy, thanks angelin for the eye liner and wax, thanks Raier for the make up! totally rock la. aldo look so weird during close up T.T rubber you're my TOP GD! love ya all~ XD

ohoho~~~ ^^

2010-06-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

aiks

2010-06-05T07:55:00.000-07:00

i really i missed out a lot a lot of things during the period of time where i was involve in community service. missed out many buddies birthday, missed out gathering, missed out youth 2010. also so, i do gain a lot of new friends, new role, and many sweet memories ^^

when i came back home i was feeling so... warm.. so good to be home with my family. hahaz.. but thunder strikes? there are somethings to resolve at home. things that have been trouble to the family all along, attitube, behavior, sincerity, observants. as the eldest at home i was lectured for almost an hour and was told to have some action about those matters =.= wow.. 1st time eh.. i'm like the leader XD held a meeting with my siblings today.. talked about the problem, giving out solutions and opinion.. the atmosphere really so weird la.. well, i do hope i've made the right solution T.T if not i will fail as the eldest lo T.T we'll put ourself in a 1 month trial, hope everything will go well as plan. ^^

ohyar.. i kindna hate my hair now =.= wanna cut it short ah!! wanna go back to my old hairstyle, wanna be cheerful again, wanna do things for no reason, wanna be helpful, wanna be crapful~ XD but nomatter what, i will appreciate what i'm going through now. 我知足 , 真的 .

talk about 知足 =.= yesterday finished class at 6. rushed back home to bath and rushed to masjid jamek. because i receive a call from a friend, exciting news! finally the day have come!! mayday concert!! woohooo~!! take the lrt to bukit jalil to realise that the concert is not yesterday. wahahahahahahahhahaha damn funny lo. keep laughing XD how stupid~ din't really check the date, too excited, just went without thinking.. thanks to THAT person lo.. we get to come out at night to eat mcD LOL.. haha.. just to let you know, we din't blame you la.. this will be our unforgetable stupidiest memory XD

I'm Back!!!

2010-05-31T08:18:00.001-07:00

LOL! XD been disappearing from internet world this pass week. more like 2 weeks. preparing for 童心园生活营 for like 2 weeks? everyday morning 8am till night earliest also 9pm only can go home T.T many preparation, dancing, singing, punishments, eating, working...... wow.. totally tired but now after this event is successful held, felt so proud, miss it so much~ want to continue... don't want to stop ler~~ XD

well, so many thins happen during the camp.. don't know where to start. but i can tell, there will never be an end~ ^^ hope that our 童心园 keep in touch always lo!!!! kekekeke...

ohyar.. my result, totally the worst result ever =.= drop 0.6!!!!!! how terrible!! aiks aiks aiks....

group photo before leaving Paroi XD