time shrinks?

arrghh... not enough time? no. i have plenty of time.but i just don't make time. crap.
these days time seems to pass real quick. nothing much can be done in a day. but thank god i still can list out 1 thing useful i do each day, if not my life is a waste! arrgghh~~ but really- nothing much done.

went for facial this morning. freaking 3 and a half hour of facial, my face looks damn hideous and i bump into 2 of my secondary school mates on the way back home. a leng lui junior and cool senior. dead. so dead. i look so hideous with my fringe tied up too. arrrghhh i know i'm ugly and nobody wants to love me~ lalalala~~ ohyeeaahh.. blackjack XD

Skies we don't belong to

did i

what i hope for,
what i wish for,
what i envy for, 
what i gave for,

happiness, did i asked too much? or did i asked too little?

i guess i hoped too much,
i guess i wished upon the wrong star,
i guess i envy others love,
i guess i gave the wrong thing,


did i...?