What the heck?
If you got a dream, then do it, who is there to stop you.
so screw you man, i have my own dream to live.
lost hope in eternity.
lol.. just releasing for fun.
move on!
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Friday, April 26, 2013
who
Who grant us this vulnerable life
Who has the power to retreat it
Who live to see the world
and who can only see the living live
wth
life is really too fragile.
said it. will appreciate it. live it.
fulfilled?
sadly, no.
Rest in peace Sing Ying.
and Jeffery, you funny fellow. after you left, still want me to have 2 superiors that have the same name to remember you always?! hahaz... i miss you tho... Rest in Peace too.
Who has the power to retreat it
Who live to see the world
and who can only see the living live
wth
life is really too fragile.
said it. will appreciate it. live it.
fulfilled?
sadly, no.
Rest in peace Sing Ying.
and Jeffery, you funny fellow. after you left, still want me to have 2 superiors that have the same name to remember you always?! hahaz... i miss you tho... Rest in Peace too.
Friday, March 22, 2013
have you ever
I got a feeling I already had a post of this title before. so lazy to look back at my post to check.. 'Have you ever' by Brandy. Seriously i don't know who the singer is.. i just loved that song, heard it from the radio when i was young i guess. when i listen to the song i just can feel it.. lol~ one of those sentimental songs that are so attached to my heart.
have you ever love somebody so much it makes you cry?
have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night?
have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?
have you ever...
have you ever?
i wonder.
have you ever love somebody so much it makes you cry?
have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night?
have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?
have you ever...
have you ever?
i wonder.
Friday, January 18, 2013
smile to me, life
He have expectations, dreams, achievements; done or yet to be done or couldn't be done.
" you are so much different from me. you are doing good now. you are better than what i did when i was your age. you did good."
I was just shocked and stunt by what he said, a praise when i am in hoax? then i finally realize what he is going through. my grandparents couldn't be around for him to guide him through this.he goes though half of his life on his own without a parents love. yet he can be so rational in thinking, always guiding us through things that he himself have yet to discover. I know i should have love him more. I know i do, it just somehow lost track, maybe i took it for granted.
All that he wants are just simple things; greetings, joy, a helping hand, a smile.
" how old are you now? 21 years old, at such a young age , you can't smile already?"
" i'm 23, i'm older now."; then i cried. hahahahahaz....
cuz whats in my mind was i am old, so is he.
i will...smile to him, smile to myself, smile to life.
Cheers everyone!!!:)
" you are so much different from me. you are doing good now. you are better than what i did when i was your age. you did good."
I was just shocked and stunt by what he said, a praise when i am in hoax? then i finally realize what he is going through. my grandparents couldn't be around for him to guide him through this.he goes though half of his life on his own without a parents love. yet he can be so rational in thinking, always guiding us through things that he himself have yet to discover. I know i should have love him more. I know i do, it just somehow lost track, maybe i took it for granted.
All that he wants are just simple things; greetings, joy, a helping hand, a smile.
" how old are you now? 21 years old, at such a young age , you can't smile already?"
" i'm 23, i'm older now."; then i cried. hahahahahaz....
cuz whats in my mind was i am old, so is he.
i will...smile to him, smile to myself, smile to life.
Cheers everyone!!!:)
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
never too late
i hope its not too late to post about my past. hahahahaz. HAD THE TOTALLY MOST SURPRISING BIRTHDAY EVER!
shocked my heart with the screaming and shouting in my home toilet. being tricked and fooled to my toilet filled with all my besties , love ya all!!! really can't describe the feeling tho.tired la that time. hahahaz.. going through toughest time of life, so frustrated. guess my family just can't stand me being so emo everyday. thus, a party was thrown, just for me. thanks for all the freaking friends who played along to give me this awesome surprise; primary, secondary, uni friends. ooohhh all the presents too~! love you all from every beat and bits of my heart. keke
hahhaaz posting this on the 1st day of 2013! wth?! not too late la..... new day, new room, new environment. i can't help it but to start drawing the word 'welcome'' and pasted it on my wall. I hope 2013 will be a life changing year, with you, you, you and you~ basically its everyone la.. good times or bad times, its my time of life, so gonna live it! but most probably i will be procrastinating , as usual.
oh gosh, here comes 2013!
all the best ya everyone!! hwaiting!!!
shocked my heart with the screaming and shouting in my home toilet. being tricked and fooled to my toilet filled with all my besties , love ya all!!! really can't describe the feeling tho.tired la that time. hahahaz.. going through toughest time of life, so frustrated. guess my family just can't stand me being so emo everyday. thus, a party was thrown, just for me. thanks for all the freaking friends who played along to give me this awesome surprise; primary, secondary, uni friends. ooohhh all the presents too~! love you all from every beat and bits of my heart. keke
hahhaaz posting this on the 1st day of 2013! wth?! not too late la..... new day, new room, new environment. i can't help it but to start drawing the word 'welcome'' and pasted it on my wall. I hope 2013 will be a life changing year, with you, you, you and you~ basically its everyone la.. good times or bad times, its my time of life, so gonna live it! but most probably i will be procrastinating , as usual.
oh gosh, here comes 2013!
all the best ya everyone!! hwaiting!!!
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
dropdead
totally fall asleep right after i reach home. landed on the bed to a plane to dreamland. gosh... my brain is so tired. been busy and stressed up at work lately. too many new projects that has deadline due in a week. crazy ppl. lol
had a surprise bday celebration after work, uncle jang korean restaurant~! Dak-galbi, gosh, niceee.... but my cloths stinks after that T.T cuz its like a big hot plate that they fried instantly on our table. vege, meat, potato? apa rice cake and all sort,fried all with korean sause and added with ramen~~~~ i have to say, i loveee the ramen XD after 70 percent of the meal eaten, it was recommended to add fried rice. but urgh. dislike. will stick to ramen next time hahahz
change, what a easy word to be said. of cuz with the will , nothing is impossible. but damn, i am just too stubborn. hahahaz... feel so sorry to fatso. forgive me for being just a brat? but who knows, the greatest motivation to change is to dump or to be dump~ hahahahz but i never want that to be on the list,never.
change, that shall be it.
tomorrow la! hahahaz~~~
had a surprise bday celebration after work, uncle jang korean restaurant~! Dak-galbi, gosh, niceee.... but my cloths stinks after that T.T cuz its like a big hot plate that they fried instantly on our table. vege, meat, potato? apa rice cake and all sort,fried all with korean sause and added with ramen~~~~ i have to say, i loveee the ramen XD after 70 percent of the meal eaten, it was recommended to add fried rice. but urgh. dislike. will stick to ramen next time hahahz
change, what a easy word to be said. of cuz with the will , nothing is impossible. but damn, i am just too stubborn. hahahaz... feel so sorry to fatso. forgive me for being just a brat? but who knows, the greatest motivation to change is to dump or to be dump~ hahahahz but i never want that to be on the list,never.
change, that shall be it.
tomorrow la! hahahaz~~~
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
awake?
lol.. still awake at this wee hours. its been quite often i stayed up late. many things just happen at the same timeline, kindna hard to cope. but rawrrr~~~ glad things are getting better.
read a post at fb today, saying that Sagittarius will have terrible luck next year, everything is a disaster. aiks!!! i don't know.. it kindna dragged me down, maybe i should stop my plans? new plans here and there... zzz seriously i don't know which one to listen to. hahahaz~~
fatso gave me a youtube link, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiyFbCByAWQ
commencement address by steve jobs. really inspiring, the conclusion i made, go through the hardship, take bold choices, rawr rawr rawr, one day things will just work out the way it is. lol.. connecting dots... dot dot dot . fingers crossed*
sot adi la at this hour. i think i don't plan to sleep and just go to work and dread myself out like nobody's business. oh... yea... today i think its bad luck day or something. everyone just want to find fault with me. maybe i'm just too tired. rawrrrrr... what am i saying....
what a post...
read a post at fb today, saying that Sagittarius will have terrible luck next year, everything is a disaster. aiks!!! i don't know.. it kindna dragged me down, maybe i should stop my plans? new plans here and there... zzz seriously i don't know which one to listen to. hahahaz~~
fatso gave me a youtube link, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiyFbCByAWQ
commencement address by steve jobs. really inspiring, the conclusion i made, go through the hardship, take bold choices, rawr rawr rawr, one day things will just work out the way it is. lol.. connecting dots... dot dot dot . fingers crossed*
sot adi la at this hour. i think i don't plan to sleep and just go to work and dread myself out like nobody's business. oh... yea... today i think its bad luck day or something. everyone just want to find fault with me. maybe i'm just too tired. rawrrrrr... what am i saying....
what a post...
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