always missing

looking through my files trying to find inspiration for my web design. saw this old picture of me and my sis web cam-ing 3 years back when i was studying at kampar. hahahaz those day, sure are funny and makes me laugh like mad over headphones. i've notice i've always been missing the past. always recalling those good memories XD but even though i miss them like hell, i won't take one step forward to call them up. i will just continue missing them ohohohoho~~~ weirdo~ i like!

extreme sienzness

today really sienz die ah. go school sienz. surf net sienz, do assignment sienz, eat also sienz, drink also sienz, sleep also sienz! really no cure adi la!!! huge pile of stuffs to do, don't have a single mood to do at all. whole day sienz dao don't know like what adi. i let my imagination run wild. imagine if someone on the road offended me, i would bash him up like hell. but that also very sienz ah!!! someone please kill me, or i will kill you. but this also very sienz ah!! omg... why so sienz!!!!??!?!?! sienz die also sienz!

grudge on myself perhaps

i rewrite this post 3 times, and i just can't post it. i guess i have grudge on myself. lol
aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggggggggggghhh!!! hate you, hate me, hate my life.