Blessed b day

I have to say. this birthday is a blessed one. 

The best things in life is so simple.

tho, 'simple' is something i can hardly understand. especially in design zzz

had a great and delicious dinner at home. receive present from everyone. really unexpected. tot it will be like an ordinary dinner and muffins as replacement of the cake. hahaha.

turn out to be very heartwarming. i can't express it out. but i hope they know i appreciate everything they have done. keke love you guys to the max!

gave me a thought its time to take this opportunity to change. change for the better. contribute more to the family. to our home.

till the time comes, good luck to everyone. in everything. at everywhere. xoxo

long. gone. found

lol.. long gone blog post eh~~~ din't update for like ages since i started working.
the latest update: I AM FAAATTT~~ but i'm still loving it. lol

had a great day meeting up with my great friend MC today, we only see each other like twice a year or so, but every meeting, every hours minutes seconds spent are totally heart warming. Its like naturally everything just falls into place, memories from the past, realising where we stand today, what we had achieve, what we have learn and grown into.

friends is not just a label, its a connection, a bond. and shit man i can't find anyone to go travel with me zzz. this year, dad took me by surprise for letting me fly(literally) lol. he asked me to go travel! despite the excitement to be free to go and explore the world, i have no where to go! totally lost of direction. settled down too long i guess.

well, it's time to rise, and chase the dream that once was mine.

next

What the heck?

If you got a dream, then do it, who is there to stop you.
so screw you man, i have my own dream to live.
lost hope in eternity.



lol.. just releasing for fun.

move on!

who

Who grant us this vulnerable life
Who has the power to retreat it
Who live to see the world
and who can only see the living live

wth

life is really too fragile.

said it. will appreciate it. live it.

fulfilled?

sadly, no.

Rest in peace Sing Ying.

and Jeffery, you funny fellow. after you left, still want me to have 2 superiors that have the same name to remember you always?! hahaz... i miss you tho... Rest in Peace too.

have you ever

I got a feeling I already had a post of this title before. so lazy to look back at my post to check.. 'Have you ever' by Brandy. Seriously i don't know who the singer is.. i just loved that song, heard it from the radio when i was young i guess. when i listen to the song i just can feel it.. lol~ one of those sentimental songs that are so attached to my heart.

have you ever love somebody so much it makes you cry?
have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night?
have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?
have you ever...

have you ever?


i wonder.

smile to me, life

He have expectations, dreams, achievements; done or yet to be done or couldn't be done.

" you are so much different from me. you are doing good now. you are better than what i did when i was your age. you did good."

I was just shocked and stunt by what he said, a praise when i am in hoax? then i finally realize what he is going through. my grandparents couldn't be around for him to guide him through this.he goes though half of his life on his own without a parents love. yet he can be so rational in thinking, always guiding us through things that he himself have yet to discover. I know i should have love him more. I know i do, it just somehow lost track, maybe i took it for granted.

All that he wants are just simple things; greetings, joy, a helping hand, a smile.

" how old are you now? 21 years old, at such a young age , you can't smile already?"
" i'm 23, i'm older now."; then i cried. hahahahahaz....

cuz whats in my mind was i am old, so is he.

i will...smile to him, smile to myself, smile to life.

Cheers everyone!!!:)

never too late

i hope its not too late to post about my past. hahahahaz. HAD THE TOTALLY MOST SURPRISING BIRTHDAY EVER!

shocked my heart with the screaming and shouting in my home toilet. being tricked and fooled to my toilet filled with all my besties , love ya all!!! really can't describe the feeling tho.tired la that time. hahahaz.. going through toughest time of life, so frustrated. guess my family just can't stand me being so emo everyday. thus, a party was thrown, just for me. thanks for all the freaking friends who played along to give me this awesome surprise; primary, secondary, uni friends.  ooohhh all the presents too~! love you all from every beat and bits of my heart. keke

hahhaaz posting this on the 1st day of 2013! wth?! not too late la..... new day, new room, new  environment. i can't help it but to start drawing the word 'welcome'' and pasted it on my wall. I hope 2013 will be a life changing year, with you, you, you and you~ basically its everyone la.. good times or bad times, its my time of life, so gonna live it! but most probably i will be procrastinating , as usual.

oh gosh, here comes 2013!

all the best ya everyone!! hwaiting!!!