This Week Blog

its been quite sometime since i updated my blog..lolz! what was i doing?! I should have keep track of my life! If not life would be just like water that flow to the sea and its hard to remember which part of the sea the memory is stored..what am i crapping anyway. Haih~

I try to recall what i've been doing for the pass few days, during this week. YMCA Ipoh for anniversary for Hope church? super cool and fun. Really enjoyed my day there. The Pastor is super good guy~! ok lar..he is handsome( my taste of the word handsome isn't very accurate) and he can sing very very well! i heard they say he once get request to be a singer by one of the music industry to publish music record. But he din't accept and become a full time pastor. Bless him. Singing, exercising(more like Pendidikan Jasmani class) dancing. The games was very interesting. Super nice. Although i'm not in the same group with flower ='( hahaz. we had lunch after all the activities. its free! but i only ate 1 plate. cuz was talking to Bee Kim about 'something personal'.. can't reveal. but almost cried cuz i was confused and can't make up my mind when Bee Kim consoled me. Haih! Nway, after all these fun knowing other ppl from other places who also attended , its Shopping time!! We went for bowling!! yay! me, Kin Hwa, Calvin and Ricky..Ricky..haih! almost all also get 9 pins down! geng leh he!! me and Calvin get 1 strike..Kin Hwa also not bad lor..just get out of luck..hahaz..If not he can surely beat Ricky ler..Maybe cuz Ricky have all the luck of the day..hahazXD After bowling we went shooping lor. Bump into counter guy. Then we Shop cloths for Flower~ Formal cloths. Hahaz. try out a lot of them, but at the end din't buy. hahaz..Suang XD

to be continue...i tired d.wan sleep..hahazXD

aiks..i'm back to continue..but super lazy to continue..aiks aiks! but i just get off skype with my dad.. its been 3 weeks since we actually chat online again. gosh. every single time he will make cry. i miss my home~ i really miss my family~ dad say ''whats there to be scared? you're not staying alone and you have friends over there.you don't have to stay alone in the whole apartment like me.'' i sob even worst and wanted to just yell at him '' i am terribly lonely!! i am alone! i wanna go home!''

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Dinner with CF

Today is the 1st time i join Calvin cell group members for dinner. Heard that he said that there is chinese christian fellowship at new town. So they plan the rest go for a dinner together. He asked Sharon to go and she said that she will ask me whether i wanna join along or not. Well, i did join along. but without Sharon. She fell sick, having flu caused by the rainy day yesterday. But after some sleep she does look quite fine.. Haih.. i know that she doesn't wanna go for dinner with them. maybe the reason is she have to spend money on food or maybe she just doesn't want to go dinner but wanted to go to pasar malam with her bf.. aiks.

So we went to somewhere far far away. A place where there is not much street lights-dark. A lil lost on the way to the shop,but finally we manange to reach the place too. Ohyar, we go by car ^^ 2 on motobikes follow behind. The curry mee is superb! cheap and delicious~ yumyum~ i wish i can go there again. i know a few new friends. There is 7 of us. I din't get the name of the guy that drive the car. but the others in the car was Anthony, Calvin, and Tiffany. and those two on the motobikes are Eric and one more i dono whats his name. hahazXD We all have curry mee, and after meal, JOKE TIME! we crap a lot. i don't have much to say cuz i really don't know anyone else than Calvin. so just laugh along a bit lor. Worrying of Sharon at the same time. aiks. They are all very friendly, especially Eric. Thanks Eric! hehe^^ I really want to eat the curry mee again er~ I got bungkus back for Sharon. but she doesn't seems to want it..haih! whatever lar! Thanks ya Calvin's friends. Thanks!! i really do enjoy this gathering dinner~ ^^

林俊杰－ 我还想她

泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过
自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白奔不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过
自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已经掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚想
终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

3rd day of Sem 2

Well well, so fast its already the third day of sem 2. I received the keys delivered from Kl yesterday. so I cycle to school today. lolz..3 weeks of sem break without cyclying makes me not used to cycle now. hahaz. Cycle a while already feeling tired. lolz. when i cycle back home its like i just took my bath, sweat like hell! Classes for today are quite interesting i guess. but i'm looking forward for tomorrow class-Web Page Design! hahaz. Today cycle under the rain 2 times just to go to pasar malam.hahaz. tau fu fa~ i miss it a lot. (KL one nicer ><) hahaz Friday i don have class! Hoorey! Downloading counter strike. Going to try it out this friday, hope its fun lar! althought its kindna violent killing ppl. hahaz! XD

2nd day of Sem 2

2nd day of the sem! class starts at 8 in the morning. Damn tired. Even Mr.Abel's mass comm class i also wanna sleep adi. Super hungry during class. Next class fundamental of marketing, Lolz she teach VERY slow.i admit that the notes does look enough. the only thing is its a lil complicated. Overall i only understand % of what she is teaching. LOLZ tough subject.

Today i Skype with dad. Told him lots of thing about whats is happening in my daily life. Get advise and some compliments from him. But after half an hour of chat, he ask me to offline. Gosh. he don't let me online more than half an hour on weekdays! how cruel! aiks..get so much lecturing on this topic over and over again. A part of me had already understand the responsiblity of study hard. but i do want some freedom sometimes? just to relax myself..aiks...SOBZ >.<

The start of SEM2

1st day of sem2! well.. to mention it, i leave my house key, room key, bike key, and cupboard key in KL. Forgotten to bring it along. hahaz XD So the 1st day of sem 2 i have to take the bus to school. Due to 1st week of the sem there are no tutorial class, so I will be going to school for 'Management Studies' at 2-4pm. The whole morning was like..seeing comic, listen song, eat and walking round and round in my room for nothing. about 11.30am, i started getting myself ready to go to school. Pack my bag, fill my bottle, bath, ok.the hardest part---getting myself dress up. gosh..i have limited cloths to wear. Most of the cloths are in the cupboard that are looked up. Well, i still manage to get myself dress up and leave to my another friends house to lepak for a while. Then, there is a bus at the turn of leaving westlake. LOLZ i ran towards the bus, cuz i don't wanna miss the bus and wait for another one. One word-exicted. reached school and went to Blok A to get my resuly slip and then off i go to my destination-Blok D. Meet 2 of my classroom at 1st..that was only 1.30pm. Half and hour before the class started. Well, lucky me to have someone there to accompany while waiting for entering the DDK2. As time passes, more students are gathered there. Meet back all our class students. Most of them have their hair cut. Some thinner, some plummer, some even prettier! every has change..but TB2 spirit will never change! lol. Lecture class was ok. 1 hour already finish adi, so went back home. Kindna like wasted? pay 2 bus tickets just to go to school for 1 HOUR! godness. nway, after that i came home and watch 'The hourney to the center of the earth' together with sharon to pass time. after that i went for dinner and peal garlic skin and now typing this blog with still having the scence of the garlic on my finger.EW! k..thats all for today..wow, i really can write a lot. hahaz. Thanks everyone for being my friend! Thanks~<3

Welcome to MYALIASLIFE~

hihi^^welcome to my blog~ Din't expect anyone to read my blog, but its just a warmth welcome ya~ well, actually i see all my friends having new blogs..so i planned to open one myself too.. but i guess the main reason i create this blog is to write down about my life? A way to express my miserable and joyful life. Kays, lets begins from why i am able to blog now,my desktop. I brought a new desktop XD cool huh? Its really slim and nice. 20inch screen, slim cpu, with graphic cards, speakers. Thats all i need to make my life more useful? hahaz. At least not so bored. And not to forget having internet acess here. Super cool-can online 24/7. Hmm.. but i think i won't be so stupid let it on for so long, cuz its a NEW desktop leh. Won't want it to burn out fast rite? hahaz. 2 more days to go till second semester starts. Hoping to have an happier life here. A life without my family and living here its kindna a big deal to me. Will always miss them~ but now maybe won't miss them so often, because i can skype home very often. hahaz. bless me~ Not much to say on the 1st day i guess. so, i'll just wanna wish all my friends. ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE~ May your love ones be with you always. Nomatter physically or mentally. Love ya!!! <3