its been quite sometime since i updated my blog..lolz! what was i doing?! I should have keep track of my life! If not life would be just like water that flow to the sea and its hard to remember which part of the sea the memory is stored..what am i crapping anyway. Haih~
I try to recall what i've been doing for the pass few days, during this week. YMCA Ipoh for anniversary for Hope church? super cool and fun. Really enjoyed my day there. The Pastor is super good guy~! ok lar..he is handsome( my taste of the word handsome isn't very accurate) and he can sing very very well! i heard they say he once get request to be a singer by one of the music industry to publish music record. But he din't accept and become a full time pastor. Bless him. Singing, exercising(more like Pendidikan Jasmani class) dancing. The games was very interesting. Super nice. Although i'm not in the same group with flower ='( hahaz. we had lunch after all the activities. its free! but i only ate 1 plate. cuz was talking to Bee Kim about 'something personal'.. can't reveal. but almost cried cuz i was confused and can't make up my mind when Bee Kim consoled me. Haih! Nway, after all these fun knowing other ppl from other places who also attended , its Shopping time!! We went for bowling!! yay! me, Kin Hwa, Calvin and Ricky..Ricky..haih! almost all also get 9 pins down! geng leh he!! me and Calvin get 1 strike..Kin Hwa also not bad lor..just get out of luck..hahaz..If not he can surely beat Ricky ler..Maybe cuz Ricky have all the luck of the day..hahazXD After bowling we went shooping lor. Bump into counter guy. Then we Shop cloths for Flower~ Formal cloths. Hahaz. try out a lot of them, but at the end din't buy. hahaz..Suang XD
to be continue...i tired d.wan sleep..hahazXD
aiks..i'm back to continue..but super lazy to continue..aiks aiks! but i just get off skype with my dad.. its been 3 weeks since we actually chat online again. gosh. every single time he will make cry. i miss my home~ i really miss my family~ dad say ''whats there to be scared? you're not staying alone and you have friends over there.you don't have to stay alone in the whole apartment like me.'' i sob even worst and wanted to just yell at him '' i am terribly lonely!! i am alone! i wanna go home!''
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2 comments:
.__. Soemtimes, surrounded by those around you doesn't mean they're your friend, they're there for you. That's how I felt this year. I hate everything about this year. Even myself. How I mistreated people, and those around me. My class, my friends, everyone.
you should've just call me my dear.. sometimes i see you're out with ur frens tats y i go find kk... yar.. i understand those feelings tat u feel you're all alone and so lonely.. even me having those kind of feelings with kk around.. even worse if u guys going pj and setapak.. hahah.. n me alone with kk the boring guy? Oh gosh.. can imagine it... next time just give me a call.. like yesterday u came over i'm really happy =)
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